Tryna Beat the Odds

Its an emotional game. This life filled with emotional pain. Feeling like I've been defeated, living I thought wouldn't be so GOT DAMN HARD... Living With the gender That I tend to have Sex with, but these bitches ain't Nothin' Like this nothin' ass niggas aint gon B Shit.  Emotional Conflicts that breaks down the Happiness within someone. The tragic strategic dramatic plan that goes wrong when you feel as though you have everything under control. Im in the hole, that I haven't dug myself. So confident yet so feed up. So fed up I wanna cut my dreads up. Back to the old me. Starting with nothing at all and talking to the faceless tree. Carving the initials FUCK YOU into the side of it. Putting my stamp on it. 

I've been doing and giving so much, an I said that I was going to stop and do for me. Yet I'm to sweet and I'm so touched. 

But back to the odds, I'm rolling the dice and i'm hoping for Lucky 7 but the Snakes Roll up. I thrash an rave when I am getting little to no rest. Getting nothing that I've had off my damn chest. Leave me alone leave me alone, before I lay you to rest. Verbal abuse, my use of language is even tough. You, the pussy ain't shit more fish more fish. I love my sushi, it's my favorite dish. Swimming to the coral, with no oxygen tank. I wanna drown in the sea. 

This is me saying fuck this game and what you have to say. Remember the rules but I don't like to play. This is my thoughts running wild on the page. This is me running to my escape goat, This page and my weight though. 

Man I can't stand the stupid females. I will never be in another relationship as long as The Female race can further be whining bitches foreal. DAMN I'm angry. Now i'm mad foreal, I seriously need my shit to take place. I need my Music to take Stress's place. I want to hit the next person that gets smart with me in they fucking FACE. This is the dumb shit, I need to dance I need to fly, I need to Run, I need to fight, Spare.

I'm just a man tryna beat tha odds, An Im down 1000 to 1.

God Gives me little hope early but it's hard to keep the FAITH when there as Small window that you tryna pull Faith through.